Lover

She is my friend...my close companion...my heart...my shoulder to cry on...my ear to whisper in...my confidant...my lover!

Its funny how life does this.....

Change......







                                                                                     Changing,

                                                                                          "G"

Old times sake....

So I was going through some old folders and notebooks and just for old times sake, I started reading some of my writings. You know that nostalgic feeling you get when a past memory takes you back to the very moment it happened? The sights, the sounds, the smell....EVERYTHING! That's the feeling I had when I read some of my older poems and writings. Just a real good feeling and even though the pain from some of the things I wrote about came back with the joyful memories, it was all worth it...

I might post some of my older writing on here sometime....you know, just for old times sake.


                                                                                   Nostalgic,

                                                                                        "G"

A regular day....

Hey,

Today I had a regular day...doing irregular things. I found myself doing things as if I were working around my own home, tilling my own soil, cleaning my own garage, living in my own world...I don't know if it was the maturity conversation I had recently with a good friend of mine or if it was the fact that I know I need to mature...but I really saw myself in a new life...

I love living right, it makes it all seem worth it...the pain and the tears, the heartache and the drama...it all seems to have molded me into the person I am today....

A regular person, who had a regular day...doing regular things, and thats totally irregular for me. But I kinda like the idea of just being regular.




                                                                                  Being regular,

                                                                                                         "G"

Put away childish thinking...

The Bible says to put away the thoughts of a child....hmmm, I don't think like a child but maybe I could think more like a man...




                                                                                  Putting away childish things,

                                                                                          "G"

So, I think I need to think

Hey,

I think I need to reconsider my life...I think I need to feel differently about how I veiw things in comparison to the full retrospect....I think I need to act as if the world around me has the upper hand instea of considering the fact that I have the ability to make my own choices....I think I need to stop envisioning greatness and settle for contentment with what I have around me...I think I need to think about others and forget about myself...I think I should provide no explanation or opinion on any matter in regards to myself...I think I need to think about finding another hobby because no one seems to understand my love for writing...I think I need to put the pen down and pick up a, I don't know...I think I need to read the Bible more even though it hurts to read all the things I'm not doing right...I think I need to think.


                                                                                               Until I'm done thinking,

                                                                                                       "G"

All about you....

This blog is all for you as my readers....How do you feel? You can post poetry, musical lyrics, or just random thoughts...I want to hear from you, and I want you to be able to speak freely. If you have a question or a personal piece that you want me to post as a major blog, email it to me at aaron.lewis143@yahoo.com

I want to hear you...so blog, blog, blog.......iwritelifeaway!

 

                                     Loving Life,

                                        "G"

Life is Unfair

Just found out that my Homegurl is really sick....Cancer. Young, beautiful and full of life...now she's fighting for life. She has a beautiful baby girl who is almost 2, and I feel like she's my own. KiKi, you know I love you more than life...so I'ma need you to keep being strong, and I'ma pray more than ever for you! Life is unfair, and this is a perfect example as to why I made this blog....Love, Hate, Life!





                                                                                           Until next time,

                                                                                                      "G"

Love and Happiness

Dear Readers:

          First off let me start by thanking you for reading my thoughts...thats exactly what you are doing. I created this blog inorder for people to get a chance to open up their minds and hearts and veiw things through my eyes. Now, I am by far a celebrity or a public figure, I am not a traveling wise man from the ancient past and I haven't finished learning all there is to learn about life. However, I am an experienced young man who has had more than enough troubles and heartache to know that "Life is what you make it" but only when you have control. Otherwise, life molds and forms us as the oceans and winds form mountains and cliffs. We are as the earth, in a sense, we have functioning capability to create our own habitats, but there are so many factors that play a role in that process that it almost feels as if we a simply moving with the flow. Philosophy? No. Truth? Yes.

         

 So, today I was listening to the 1973 hit song "Love and Happiness" by the great recording artist Al Green. It wasn't the first time I heard the song but it was the first time I actually LISTENED to everything he said. I recently (January) got out of relationship that lasted almost six years and I really loved her and she loved me...but she was not happy. I knew for about three years that she was unhappy and I tried my best but it still didn't work out, and that's unfortunate. But it was bound to fail because Happiness and Love go hand-in-hand, one supports the other and without one the other can not exsist. You can be happy and not in love though, just not the other way around because every house needs a foundation but every foundation doesn't need a house. Happiness is the foundation of love, and that foundation is composed of sevral parts...Trust, commuication, commonality, and contrast.

          Over the next few blog post I'm going to break down my philosophy on eace one of these foundation peices and you can chime in with your own opinions....but for now, Im ready for some ice cream. 



                                                                                      Until we meet again,

                                                                                                "G"